I'm pissy.

I'm in a bad mood. Not quite sure why exactly; nothing specifically rotten happened to me today. I'm just in a pissy mood. Kind of sad, kind of angry, and all around pissy.

My surgery is 4 weeks from today. That's probably why I'm in a bad mood. I'm finding this time so difficult. It's too far away to get really worked up, but it's too close to feel like it's some far-off thing. I've been trying to not think about it - just put my head down and get work done. Works most days, but obviously not today.

I think I'm going to take the rest of the day off. Stop working and go watch TV and play with the dog. And tonight we're going to see one of my favourite bands play, so I want to perk up for that.